Waiting patiently can bring something good but at the same time, it can turn out to be a bad one too.
Felt tired at times but still, continue with the hopes. Wait, hopes? Is that a reliable one? Worth taking ones? I doubt....
I guess, I knew the result. Obviously, it is a bad one but I take it with an open heart. Had always prepared it will turn out to be a bad one, and somehow, it happened.
No doubt, tears roll down on cheeks, eyes became reddish. Tried to comfort myself, it is not a big deal. Nothing to fear of, it is just a small disappointment. Everyone has to go through that in their life, look forward for a better ones in life. I knew it is hard, but still have to get over it.
Yes, I need care, I need a shoulder to lean on, I need someone to talk to, someone who can understand how I feel.
p.s: Had a nice day with CY & Alex. And now worrying parents come home to kill me, i lost something important..