Friday, October 9, 2009

Disappointed and Sad?

Having a kind of feeling
which tells me something wrong going on
start to have the bad feeling on something
feel that something is going to happen
and am started to worry and afraid of

Does something has changed?
or im just thinking nonsense in this boring period

Feeling wanna get drunk
and forget all the nonsense im thinking
wants to go somewhere to de-stress
felt like im holding something like a bom
which will explode anytime
should i just continue with my usual life?
or give it a twist?
but afraid it might affect my studies...

Oh gosh!
need help and advice badly
but i knew no one can change my mind
of what im thinking
feeling so bad now..T.T

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