来不及-罗忆诗

It's insomnia again, can't help with it so get up from bed and open up my lappie. Found this meaningful song and nice MV from Youtube. Although am not a fan of local productions, but am attracted by the lyrics. It is very meaningful and I get touched listening to the song repeatedly, feeling emotional. Oh ya, not forgetting to mention, it is the local drama named AGE OF GLORY 2 ending theme song, sang by Yise Loo.



p/s: The lyrics best describes how I feel at times.

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Untitled August 2010

It's 5AM and I am still awake, sitting at McD at this hour, trying to finish my Crisis Management assignment cz I will have to present them today (Tuesday) at 3pm. Still, waiting for others part to combine, obviously not printing any of them yet. GG.com.....I think I will be the "crisis" soon....*grin* Another sleepless night.....

My very first time slacking at McD for so many hours, tried McD Premium Roasted Coffee to keep me awake and to ease the cold. It's freaking cold here, trembling in cold while doing assignments. Seems like the coffee doesn't work on me and I am feeling unwell after taking two cups of it. Switched to tea, feels much more better..

Uncles and aunties are dropping by McD having their 4AM brekky! Wow...*salute*

Guess I'll be having my brekky as well before heading back to Kampar.

Mommy...T.T...I am so tired...Hope you are with me just for a shoulder to lean on...

I really "admire" some people who talk in a way and do things in another way, not holding to their words. Pls be considerate to others feeling as well before you speak out.  Because of yours last minute words, we have to bear the consequences for you! Sorry but I have to speak out, SCREW U BITCH! What else you want from me? I had done everything and the only thing you know is about pressuring others? 

Am feeling like being taken for granted as everyone rely or put all the responsibilities on me as if I am obligated to do so.

Thank you to Son Son acc Mummy @ McD for a sleepless night with paper works..

p/s: Disappointment

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Guilt-Ridden & The Knocks

Feeling guilty

I am so sorry

Sorry Mom for leaving u alone for 2 nights

A huge letdown
My apology on that
Still, hope to achieve that
MISS

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Cruelty

Happened to be a left out ones

Sorry

But I have to be cruel to you and myself

For the sake of betterment 

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Ice-Cream

Yes, I am a big talker

Everyone sees me as a strong and tough young lady

I stayed positive every moment

I cheered up my friends

I gave advice to people

I laughed happily with friends

Even when I am down and stress up with works

I told myself not to worry

Everything will be fine

Stay positive and relax my mind

Things will turn out to be a nice one

It is all an outer shell

Simply shyts and craps

I felt broken-down
I hate to be pretentious

I hate unproductive works!

But I hate unproductive and worthless tears the max!

Ice-cream Theory

 If life is all easy, there would not be any ice-cream

If we get through the hard ones, we deserve a reward

The Ice-cream

p/s: I prefer the happy ones with me.

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Feelings

 A normal human being always have the right to feel the way they want to. Feelings sometimes are controllable and uncontrollable at times.

Emotional - Everyone can control their emotions but not all emotion feelings can be controlled. You can manipulate your own emotion, but which is true? More than often, a human's feelings get affected emotionally according to situation. There is no wrong or right for being emotional, it is simply a human's feelings. Never ever judge or critic a person's feelings, being emo doesn't mean a total form of negative thinking rather a different way of revealing his/her feelings.

Painful emotions - Every human being come across with agonizing moments. It hurts badly, torturing and disturbing, causing one another tears uncontrollably. So what? It is still a normal human being's feelings, simply a constant reaction towards the happenings.The pain have no limits, no expire date. It comes ON and OFF constantly. No one can predict when will it end, perhaps a less painful ones.

PMS (Premenstrual Syndrome) - A common illness in every woman, any symptoms it can be, headaches, backaches, migraines or hot tempered. Never be surprise, men suffer PMS too. They can be a student or a working adult. You can easily say : My boss is having PMS today *psst, is a HE*. Simply because he is showing you his angry look or shouting at the staffs early morning. It can be anything. I have numbers of boy-friends told me they had PMS, and I will reply them : What kind of PMS are you having?After all, PMS is just one of the feelings.


Feelings are just a touch, an emotional perception existing in every individuals. Even a pigheaded person has his soft hearted side too. As I always said, females are an emotional species, males are the same as well. Through my observation, I found a lot of males tend to be more emotional than females. Anyway, no gender discrimination because they are human too.
Feelings are a strong, powerful element resides deep in everyone's body, mind and soul. You will never know when it comes to you, no matter sorrow or joy. Many times, an individual hopes he can pull off the bad feelings. Somehow, it never happen as it is hard and almost zero percent to make it. Ending up, the feelings are still there, perhaps planted deep inside a heart where someday, you will suddenly feel the pitch. Since it could not be pull off, might as well throw it far deep inside and pretend as if you never have such feelings before. Once again, it is simply because you are a pigheaded person. One day, you still will feel it because you care. Everyone cares about each and another, just that the way of caring vary individually. 

Feelings = A life's recycle.

Love,
Elaine  

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Nightmare

Had a real nightmare

A horrible ones

Wondering why this happen

What makes them to appear again

It shouldn't be this way

It is not suppose to happen

It doesn't sounds right

It's on the wrong path

Should not turn right rather left

Feeling awful

Why must this happen to me

again and again

Can't I get rid of them

Is that hatred?

I doubt

Is that jealousy?

I wonder

Perhaps

Memories Ignorance

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